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[tiamatschild]

I really desperately did not want to go to that doctor appointment because I was so scared, but I did, and I probably sounded super ridiculous and even less generally on top of things and mentally healthy than I am, which is saying something, but I got what I needed and it was not awful except in my head.

I mean, no one was being awful.

Except the inside of my head.

Which is generally pretty terrible. But I'm used to that. It's like the background radiation of my own personal universe, making the radio telescopes go bzzzzt and fuzzy.

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[playswithworms]

Echoes of your very own anxiety big bang, urk, no fun! Good for you, though because you did go *high fives* *hugs*

[genarti]

That's awesome that you did go and got what you needed, though! Totally an accomplishment to be proud of, and I mean that. Pushing through the fear and awfulness of the inside of one's own head is still pushing through awfulness, and that takes steel.