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tiamatschild) wrote2011-10-27 01:33 pm
tiamatschild) wrote2011-10-27 01:33 pm
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I had an appointment with an new psychiatrist yesterday. I am somewhat ambivalent about it.
I mean, see, the thing is - I'm very self aware. I know my fears are generally irrational, and I'm aware that worrying about what people think of me is... ... ...wrong. So I. I don't know, telling me that I don't need to worry about what people think of me because it's really none of my business makes me feel slightly sick. I know it's a failing. I know it's egotistical and -
...I'm pretty sure he meant to be reassuring, though.
I mean, see, the thing is - I'm very self aware. I know my fears are generally irrational, and I'm aware that worrying about what people think of me is... ... ...wrong. So I. I don't know, telling me that I don't need to worry about what people think of me because it's really none of my business makes me feel slightly sick. I know it's a failing. I know it's egotistical and -
...I'm pretty sure he meant to be reassuring, though.
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Yeah, in my case I have a Rogerian therapist who's great at creating a safe space for me to talk it through, because she knows I know what's in my own head, but I needed a new perscription. So. Now I evidently have to work out how to convince New Person that I do, in fact, know my own mind. He did up my dosage, though! That's good!