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I had an appointment with an new psychiatrist yesterday. I am somewhat ambivalent about it.

I mean, see, the thing is - I'm very self aware. I know my fears are generally irrational, and I'm aware that worrying about what people think of me is... ... ...wrong. So I. I don't know, telling me that I don't need to worry about what people think of me because it's really none of my business makes me feel slightly sick. I know it's a failing. I know it's egotistical and -

...I'm pretty sure he meant to be reassuring, though.